Laurie Litwinson

Angela

I would have gotten better with your help. I know I would have. But you had no faith and had given up just a little too soon. It isn't just my life that is over. It will affect my family and especially my grandchildren after I'm gone. It is already affecting my grandchildren because even though I am here at this moment physically I am already dead inside. They can thank Dr. Litwinson for giving up on their grandmother when she did. I can't live like this. I feel so alone.

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Angela

I want to die now. I hate life more and more each and every day since Dr. Litwinson gave up on me. I know I wasn't a bad person. And it was totally out of my character. I have never been so sorry in my whole life. I just want to die so bad now. Maybe that will make up for what I did. I hate medications. I hate life. I just want to die. I can't take this pain. The world will be a better place without me in it

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Angela

I want to die. I hate life. The pain that I have been in for months is unbearable, so I know I will be able to find a doctor to assist me with physician assisted death. I am just going to miss watching my grandchildren grow up. It is better for everybody if I wasn't here. I don't deserve to live. I deserve to die. Dr. Litwinson would agree to that. I hate myself so much. It was my fault that I got a mental illness. It's my punishment. I must have been a terrible person. I must have done something wrong. Just like its my fault for all the times that I have been abused. Everything is my fault. And now it's time to find a doctor to assist me with physician assisted death.

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Angela

My whole life I felt like a reject. I thought for the first time in my life that I finally found someone that actually listened to me. Someone that was understanding and non-judgemental and maybe even caring. Then just like everybody else Dr. Litwinson rejected me. I know it was the medication that caused my unusual behaviour. Another psychiatrist told me it did. And once I was on a different medication my unusual behaviour had stopped. So I don't understand why I am being rejected yet again. If it was someone else that became psychotic, Dr. Litwinson would have had them admitted. If she was still my doctor I would still be here to watch my grandchildren grow up, instead of getting another doctor to help me to commit suicide.

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Angela

After just reading some notes it just made me realize just how much of a looser that I really am and how i always ruin everything. I have no support in this friggin world. I am all alone and I only have myself to blame. The heck with trying to find a doctor to assist me with physician assisted death. I can't wait. I thought that all the doctors would be lining up with Dr. Litwinson being the first to assist me with my request. I would rather drive off a cliff so my body won't be found. I will be doing everybody a favour by killing myself. I have lived my life anyway if that's what you call it. My whole life was full of abuse, rejection, feeling empty inside and loneliness. It's time for me to move on. I'm going to miss my grandson so so much but I can't have him seeing me depressed anymore. And when my granddaughter is born I don't want her to see me depressed at all. I have to do what's best for them which is for me not to be here and to see me so depressed all the time.

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