David Gilbert Stark

Matthew Cowan

Dear dr stark. I've literally have had easily over 200 grams of ceftriaxone and dozens of cefepime trying to clear the infection in my heart. I'm contacting you today to ask you for one last kindness. I just got back from Cuba where I begged no less than 20 different drs to give me a few injections in my plearul space to fight this infection with absolutely no luck. And the drs have done an exemplary job at discrediting me. If I die tomorrow my mother and step father will simply say to themselves that I was a troubled man and this was bound to happen. When in reality I've been fighting to survive this infection. I told you the day of my diagnosis that I would attempt to stick a needle in between my second intercostal space into my plearul space and try to inject myself with ceftriaxone and you seemed to not believe me. Well I only had a 2 inch long needle and I buried it all the way into my chest in an attempt to shower my heart with the antibiotic. I got it all the way in but I'm assuming i was about a half inch to short because i couldn't hear any air gush i attempted to inject the antibiotics anyways and oh my lord it hurt so bad i had to stop. I have 8 grams of ceftriaxone and 4 grams of cefepime and 2 grams of specipime but my heart has so much infection that simply using an I.v. is insufficient. I've done everything humanly possible to my knowledge to peacefully fight this infection but before I can rest in peace I need my mother to understand and believe what I've been telling her is true. If you could be so kind as to enlighten my mother to the fact that I'm dying nothing specific just that this is it for me I swear to you nothing you say will be recorded and with artificial intelligence these days anything is fakable. I told you I'd never be intimat with a woman again and that I'd take extreme precautions to keep everyone else safe from this infection and I'm proud to say I at least succeeded in this regard. I have a double degree in business administration and accounting I have no criminal record at all and somehow I've kept a positive mindset through all of this insanity. The one thing that I cant have happen is me dying and my mother believing that all I did was waste my life when in reality I was protecting strangers from this terrible fate. I know that if I was treated with cefepime when you first diagnosed me I would have been cured and I could have lived a full life. I know I'm asking alot from you to tell my mother that I have a deadly infection that will kill me but I believe as the dr who diagnosed me with this horrific illness that at the very least i should be able to count on you to let my mother know that I'm not crazy that I've been seriously I'll for many years and that this infection is about to take my life. Otherwise she's going to blame herself thinking there was more she could have done to help me because she's been convinced by lying drs that this is all in my head and not my heart. I'm not asking you to say anything more than I have an infection that's going to kill me. If you choose to say anything more I leave that to your good judgment. Dr stark I greatly appreciate you having the courage to tell me what you did all those years ago. I'm asking you now please give my mother the ability to know that I didn't waste my life and that I wasnt insane for seeking out antibiotics in the way I did. My mothers phone number is 2894391409 her name is Barbara oldfield. I swear to you she doesn't record her calls she doesn't use speaker phone and she has no idea that I've reached out to you today. Please dr stark please I cant keep going on like this if you cant give me the shot in my plearul space with the medicine I have than I beg of you please tell my mom as much of the truth as your able. You can reach me at 9055370802 Or at matthew12abc@gmail.com Sincerely matthew Cowan

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